if possible i would want it to happend fast.
coz it feels bad for me to be just hanging..
perhaps someday and somehow u are erase from my heart..
i just want to noe when will tat happend..
even though i was hoping tat wat i c is not wat i am going to believe.
its been many times since i last decide on whether i should just erase u out of my heart.
but it came back naturally.. i dunno how it came back..
perhaps i have not find someone who can replace u. haix.
every single steps that i make,i hope its the best for me..
=)
i am like having english final exam tomorrow and now i am still able to write on my blog.
today,i went out with my dad. apparently,my dad agree on what i have decide and tat is best for me.
in school i am having 7 exam.
but i am focusing 5 and for the other 2 exam,i am just going to ignore it. i mean not totally ignore. as i have the permission from my dad. =)
got plenty of great tings i got from my dad.
at last,yesterday he made his final decision and he let me go to brastagi with my old friends. arent that great?
i hope my final exam wont dissapoint my parents.
there are like plenty of things i want to do and that i have plan for it.
but i am afraid i might not succede. that feelings make me feel restless and lazy.
anyway,my dad told me just now tat i should think twice on whether i really want to take culinary studies. haix.
but he asked me not to think it now. he asked me to just flow with the flow and asked me not to worry so much.
my dad really knows how to calm me down. love him lot.. mwah..
" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."
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