You leave me SPEECHLESS.

gua bukan org bodoh..

omg!
serius dhe masa elo pikir gua orang bodoh ya?
haix...
sebelum elo tau ne cemua lu tiap kale stayed up until so late
tapi setelah lu tau semua ini lu sleep so early...
haix..
dah lah..
terserah elo..
gua cuman isa mempertahankan apa yang bisa gua pertahankan and not more..
haix..
11.25pm

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

11:20 PM

stuck in a meeting..

well well well..
i am stuck in a meeting whereby i think it make no difference
on whether i am presence or absent.. =)
anywho..
i get to meet all my friends lah..
at least we had fun for sometime i guess..
=)
my dearie is also here...
he is busy with his own things though..
he is busy doing some SHOU YI for the song
title'' ESSENCE ''

anyway..
damn shit hungry lah..
it take so long here..
haix..
=(
there..
now felix is looking at this blog that i am writting and going to post it later..
wahaha...
=p
idiot!!
wekz.!
felix dongok!
*still no reaction from him*
WTH!!!
all he did was covering his face with a piece of paper..
LOLX!!!
nye nye..
wendy,erni,me and lisna are doing the trophy thingy during that event..
=)
hue...
-.-''
I AM HUNGRY AND SLEEPY!!!
8.50pm

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

8:45 PM

it hurts me..

it hurts me when i tell you the truth last nite..
i dunno why.. but really i didnt mean to tell u all that..
i dunno whether you have any feeling for me in the first place.
if u do,i am really sorry to have hurt u..
because i really dunno your feeling towards me..

tau ga,tiap kale gua ngm ma loe rasana senenk banget bisa ada
seseorang yang ngak akan marah apabila kita saling ngeledek..
malah gua rasa kita ngak pernah bertengkar serius..
apa elo pernah ngerasa begituw?

gua betul2 pengen tau isi hati loe..
gua harap kalau memank feeling loe ada,jangan pernah tutup pintu hati loe itw..
gua terkesan egois atau memank gua egois.. padahal gua udah memiliki seseorang..
tpi gua nga mau kehilangan elo..
nga tau kenapa rasana berat untuk kehilangan elo..
haix.. T.T

gua cuman bisa bilang sampe sini..
selanjutnya ntar kalau gua ada ke taiwan i will tell you everything..
i hope you will still be there for me whenever i need you by my side..
even as a friend..
=)
thanks alot..
9.27pm

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

9:19 PM

T.T

knp elo tiba2 cuek ma gua?
knp tiba2 ga mau ngm tlp ma wa lage?
aneh...
padahal gua berusaha untuk contact loe..
karna gua perlu seseorg yg bisa ngm ma gua and cheer me up..
apakah elo segitw sibukna disana? mungkin dah dapet temen baru kale yach..
haix..
ya dah deh..
gua coba untuk ga contact u terlalu serink au..
sory and thanks yach udah kawanin gua ngm tlp pass gua di luar kota..
=)
miss ya..
10.55pm

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

10:53 PM

its 1.18 am now

deariie blom bobo kok..
padhal dia dah seharian kerja and kul au..
masih aja ga cape2 na..
haix..
gua se udah mulai ngantuk cuman yach berhubung dear blom bobo
jadi sekalian wa juga buat barang gua dulu loh sambil nunggu i tlp wa..

o'lvl is within a week and yet i am still so relax now..
gosh..
cant write much today..
my eyes are gonna close soon..
T.T
cool..
wrote dis by 1.21am

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

1:18 AM

yg telah terjadi..

gua ga sangka dengan keputussan gua sendiri..
mungkin memank ini lah jalan terbaik buat gua..
tpi di sisi laen gua terus menerus mengcurigai dia..
asal gua curigai dia gua terpikir org laen yg selama ini kawanin gua di saat gua butuh dia..
apa mungkin ini hanya pelarian?
tpi gua suka ma keduanya..
gua terlalu egois..
gua ga sanggup dengan keputussankuw sendiri..
mengcurigai yg nga2 tpi padahal hati sendiri tidak mapan dengan apa yg sudah di pilih.
T.T
terkadang gua kpkr gua ga mau kehilangan dia. tpi terkadang gua jg kepkir apakah keputussan yg gua ambil ini akan membuat gua menyesal semumur idup?
T.T
ARGH!!
suatu hari mungkin gua akan tau hasil dari keputussan gua..
skrg gua cmn bisa membiarkan waktu yg menentukan semuana..
gua percaya apa yg cici blg..
mwah..
6.50pm

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

6:44 PM

on 3rd oct

today is the third day in brastagi.. since there are no internet connectionavailable here so i cant get to blog instead i type this in my note pad then i copy paste this blog..=)so far we had lots of fun here.. we have been sleeping at around 4 in the morning.so we are so damn tired every morning when we wake up.on the first day when we arrived here it was raining heavily so the boys wereplaying soccer in the rain. while the gals and me were just watching them at the side.since before the day we left for brastagi,wendy and i went to the saloon so when our hair are being drench by rain,the both of us will say '' 175 o wen/vid.''on the second day we went to mickey holiday.. and i get to meet up with loretta and dodo.we had lots of fun the whole day we played this and tat so yach.anyway,when i reach here,i start to call someone most of the time.i dunno why. somehow i just missed his presence when we use to go to brastagi.haha...everything came back in memory.. although he is so far away now but i am glad tat we are still in contact. =)today we went to the piso piso and took lots pictures.. and it is all damn cool..gonna show him the photos..wahaha...=)i gtg out of the room now to asked them whether they wan to go out and eat.anyway,here is already 12.19am.and he is far way asleep like a pig.. since there is 1.19am
mwah..

" you leave me SPEECHLESS, when say that you love me."

7:27 PM